goodbye and hello~

hi everyone, it's a few hours till it's MERDEKA ~! a time to reflect and ponder about the recent times ~ [che wah so dramatic]

watched up yesterday and i was such a mess in the cinema ... had to pinch my nose and hold my breath and forgot to wear my 3D glasses throughout half of the show trying to wipe my tears .. ehhehe i'm silly that way ~ H didn't manage to cry just because i was crying enough for the both of us ~

this new month would be a month of goodbyes and hellos ... hello to hopefully a new me .. a me that would not linger and be hopefully~ this month has been a trial ... everytime i hear a song that reminds me of my situation; my feelings well up yet fade a little more ~ i guess it does get easier~

colbie's new album is the perfect song choice for the current me ~ ehhe breaking @ the cracks .. ~ it would be all soon be okay ... love those who have supported me all the way ~ something is seriously wrong with me this month ... LOL ~ wtf
i'll let you be the princess hehehe ~
Goodbye to a friend of 9 years ... she going to be leaving on a jet plane, don't know when she'll be back again .. all the times we've been through .. all the emotions, feelings, misunderstandings, trips, happy times and the sad .. has all be worth it ... ~ it has shaped me to be what i am today and thought me a lesson or two about my self ... helped me grow and helped me see clearer ~

It breaks my heart thinking how things have unraveled and how it could have been ~ but yet life is not perfect and everyone eventually has to set their own path and take the plunge ..~ so God Bless ... may life bring you happiness and the sort of joy that no one can take away from you ~ that you can find independence and a steady rock to stand on =D i love you for all you have been to me ~

*heart*
~kat~



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