~this is zen ... this is me~

~ to 2010 ~ don't burst my bubble~

2009-12-31T20:17:00.005+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVE~!

this holiday has been an interesting one .. a month past a

nd before you know it .. It's the end of a year and the

beginning of a new one ...~ Talking about beginnings .. not to sound negative but beginnings are so difficult ...

the expectations & dissapo

intment, i don't dare to hope for anything anymore ... i'll just stay satisfied with what i can get and what people can offer .. ~ and isn't that the key to happiness?? being easily satisfied and learning to be contented with yourself ?

it'll just be nice that if for once, something played out like it has in my mind ... ~ all the fluff before the storm comes .. ~ though facebook has become a daily routin

e of mine lately because of a certain routine .. i'm starting to feel as if i've b

een punk'd .. plain and simple

MY DECEMBER 09 ... has been a week of partying& crying, a week of YEAH-ing, a week of reminiscing, reading, cooking and a few days of lazing .. ~

so much has happened this year, new friendships forged .. old friendship strengthened, love found, love lost ..

architecture: fun but stress stress stress

friends: constant and ever there ... you know who you are =)

family: could never be happier with them .. ~

so to everyone who is alone or sad this new years .. as i go for midnight service today, i shall be praying for us all that we have an amazing, adventurous 2010 ... life ain't easy but who says we can't have fun while we're @ it right??

*heart*

~kat~

=)

2009-12-15T19:15:00.002+08:00

aussie oi oi oi ..

i totally understand why people come back usher style and yeah yeah yeah yeah all the way ~

after much observation i realized the word yeah can be used in any given situation to answer any questions or give a suitable reaction .. ~

all i hear is people going around spamming yeah yeah yeah to each other .. ~

if your surprise : yeah ?

if you agree: yeaaah

if your not commited or wary ... yeahhhh

gosh i'm so jakun~

but i'm going to make a solem oath i would not be taken over by the yeah monster ... ~ maybe just uhuh ?? lol~

*heart*

~kat~

p.s. their going to be opening a oldtown kopitiam MAMAK @ QV ... what a load of bs ~ i'm missing malaysian food dearly .. roti, sui gau and all my hawker food love ~

bittersweet

2009-12-12T08:43:00.004+08:00

woke up this morning to fruits and dad made pan mee ... =) thanks dad .. munching on it now ~

well i checked last night .. where usually a msg in my inbox would be waiting .. and now in the morning ..nothing extra .. nothing less ..~ it's amazing how you can get into a routine so quickly, something like nothing could mean so much to someone .. or make my day~ .. it seems like every time i open my mouth i jinx something ... maybe some stuff is too precious to simply go around and tell people no matter how excited you are about it???

oh well a girl can always be wishful =)

*heart*

~kat~

another no picture post =(~

2009-12-12T02:21:00.003+08:00

hey guys,

tonight is going to be a good night =)~

or at least today ... will be off to down under in est. [THE TIME IS 2.22am ... again the triple digits] 12 hrs time~ don't really feel excited about the whole trip but at least today was super fun .. it started slow .. went to prom .. the food was okay, the entertainment was so - so , the company was goood .. and the LUCKY DRAW was GREAT .. hahahah ~ rm400 voucher i.o.u for holiday tours ... where should i go ? i have a feeling i won't end up using it .. but just the fact that my card was a ace of spades .. and i won the grand prize just makes me SUPER HAPPY ~

then to top up the night ... a lovely farewell movie date with H and a scary green spider moment ...

as we were leaving, [there was a queue to the exit in the carpark] the black myvi in front of us had a GIANT whitish green spider on it ... [ the size of my palm] and @ first H thought it was part of the car's deco ... she was saying how cool she thought the pattern on the car was .. super 3d .. but it was a huge crawly spider .. which gave us the CHILLS ~

so we tried to warn the car ... by flashing our lights and signaling ... OBVIOUSLY they thought we were mad ... like completely mad ... finally they pullled over in a car space .. and we carefully stopped @ a distance and shouted from the window ...

kat: there is a HUUUUGGE spider somewhere on your car ..

random guy: ... i know i know .. where is it ??

kat: i don't know now but be careful kay .. it's huge ..

they we went off and from below we saw the guy with a magazine careful rounding his car .. HAHAHAH

creepy ~

gosh i need to sleep

love you guys ... it was an amazing week

*heart*

~kat~

2009-12-10T08:37:00.002+08:00

drinking berries and grey goose
dancing the night away
tearing up under the night sky
and laughing till day

i love you girls for making our "birthday" celebration and week to be more memorable than ever ..~

*heart*
~kat~
p.s. ou truly know your loved when .....

R.I.P

2009-12-07T23:51:00.002+08:00

hey guys,

just to let you all know ... my pink dell inspiron 1420 died after serving me faithfully for 3 years on saturday ... one moment i was watching SYTYCD top 10, 2 voted off show and Kaput the screen went black ... and it couldn't start up again after that ..~

took it too the shop and the guy told me the lcd and probably motherboard was broken and would cost rm 450 each to repair and replace . kanasai ... -_-

he told me honestly it wasn't worth to fix either .. ~ so he helped me remove my hard disk and now i'm laptopless .. all i have is my super ancient desktop to work on .. which msn can't even view emoticons and when people send me "WINKS" it comes out as /tiko ??? ~ lol

oh but my life isn't tht bad considering S is filling up my time with laughter and funny blonde moments ~THANK YOU ~!

wanted to post new pics ... but i don't even have a card reader anymore ~ .. -_- soon kay ~

*heart*

~kat~

p.s. ... i learned many things today .. like the sand theory .. where if you don't hold on to sand tight enough it would just slip away, the don't do a PT theory .. and always ask questions .. and much more ... thank you Guru ~ oh and SMILE =) ~! lol

pictures =) ~!

2009-12-02T14:00:00.004+08:00

holidays are here and hopefully i would be able to fill them up with purpose .. don't wanna be lazing around all day not doing anything fruitful =) gosh this migraine is so annoying ~

dumb and dumber .. it was supposed to be arranged as ROCK STAR ~

DOMOKUN

my package from singapore came today .. hehehe my kittylab merchandise finally has arrive .. ~ a cap and a ramen plushie ... reminds me of how i REALLY wanna go eat a bowl of ramen .. ~ yums .. the egg, prawns, fishcake and kitty can actually be removed =) ~

i miss pumpkin so much since she has moved to grandma's .. =( ~
can't see her everyday anymore ~partay tonight =) ~
see you around guys
*heart*
~kat~

HELLO EVERYONE~

2009-12-01T22:00:00.003+08:00

kinda late but i'm going to try to get tickets for the ballet performance for January next year ??
anyone interested??~!

i realized i have no friends or at least friends in malaysia who enjoys watching plays and stuff like i do ~! but i'll be getting 2 tickets anyway in case ... lol~ worst comes to worst i'll drag my da with me ngek ngek ~!
IT"S OVERS GUYS ... today was the last day of my life as a SABD student of taylor's ... ~ it's bitter sweet ... i'm glad that all the sleepless nights are finally over but it's kinda sad to see how 3 years have passed so quickly and everyone will be going on their seperate ways ~ o_o~

i hope i'll be seeing you guys during the holiday ~!
*heart*
~kat~

=) hello morning ~!

2009-11-27T08:16:00.002+08:00

hi everyone =) ~ after a mando stressful week and well there is still a wee bit more to go ... ~!but today i finally have a day off .. and i'm going out =) ~! yes my life is that pathetic that when i have simple plan of going to watch a movie i'm all so EXCITED, i have become socially retarded already [architorture] .. i've been awake since 2 am waiting just to go out =) hahaha [ actually it's coz i haven't been sleeping @ night for a long time now .. and my bod doesn't know how to .. ] >.< sob bring the day kat back ~!

anyway will post up pics if i take any .. and MUAHHAHAH i'll show you S's pic of her drooling over edward cullen 0_o~!

=)
can't wait to have a great holiday ~! kisses for everyone ~!

T_T don't be deceived by the smiles~

2009-11-20T23:30:00.004+08:00

hey guys i've been cooped up @ home STUDIO all this while .. of course with some breaks in between for my daily shows, a bit of kdrama, prancing around to get rid of my stiff shoulder and neck.. snacking .. loads of snacking 0_0 and writting random emails to my friends feeding them with useless information like ... susan boyle got a make over .. or how my heart breaks for SW and that TK is such a jerk ... [sorry M] ... so much for blaming GMN when his mom is the monster .. ~ oh well back to work .. wonder if i'll get some teh tarik kurang manis tonight ?? hmmm~YUMS ... calcium MOO no evil ~i believe in the power of chicken esccense =)was on the way to college that day and saw this lorry in front, which didn't paint the strips of paint equally ~ .. annoyed -_-~

*heart*
~kat~

call me old fashion~

2009-11-18T23:15:00.003+08:00

If someone were to say, " may i write to you ?" ...
[snail mail style] ~
=)

*heart*
~kat~

though there is still time .. i'm missing everyone already ~

HELLO GIRLS and guys hhehe ~ it's shopping time~

2009-11-17T22:00:00.009+08:00

study study study and no play makes katrina a dull dull child ..~ wait i'm much younger than that .. lol~

but anyway if your busting your brains with STUDIO and everything do take a short break and check out this nifty new blogshop i happen to run across ... coincidence much ?? 0_o~

well i picked out some personal favourites ... =)
i wonder if i could pull the old friends card could get me some discounts .. ~ i mean i did use to pull her hair in std. 4 LOL

~Ms.PARTY..Studded black mini ~ the trend now is studded stuff no ? the kind of skirt that i could just throw on with a top and party all night long =D ~

~.Ms. Let's go Frolicking in the Meadows.. floral jumpsuit in blue~
i WANT THIS ... SERIOUSLY ... ~ really =)

~. Ms. Gosh it's Presentation time .. Blair top in Grey.~presentation 30 NOV ... should i buy it ??

=)~

well guys if you loike what your seeing then Click below and visit Misstzx TODAY ~!
http://misstzx.blogspot.com/

doesn't it just scream click on me ??

okay back to studying
*heart*
~kat~

=)~ a short breather~

2009-11-15T22:18:00.008+08:00

hey all

last weekend, for a short breather cw invited s and i to lot10 to have lunch .. it was supposed to be a surprise coz they renovated their food court and brought in alot of great food .. but the surprise slipped out the night before during dinner .. HEHE ~
From our "personal" tour around the food court, everything looked SUPER mouth watering, lot10 managed to gather all the famous hawker food around the klang valley .. like the famous wanton mee @ ss2 and the beef ball noodles in k.l.
either the son or the dad of the franchise had to be present so you can be assured it's 100% authentic ..

GUYS YOU GO TO GO try out all the food there =) kay ... maybe take me along too ???

i liked how lot10 had re-vamp the place to be so open and glassy... all the stalls give off an open kitchen style .. so you can actually see how the food preperation goes and that they aren't adding any "SPECIAL" ingredients like they do @ the actual hawkwer stalls ... lol you know roaches and all ~ ahaha
the popular IPOH CHICKEN RICE near my place .. lol they even have it @ kl ~
mini chicken piesome fried potato thing .. the flour and potato was so soft ... a MUST TRY ~curry noodles ... i don't even eat curry noodles yet i enjoyed this ~beef ball noodles .. what i had =) ~yumswantan mee .. what S had ~

though i must say i still like true hawker food, like i believe the dirt and atmosphere of true hawker stalls are hard to imitate .. the new lot10 food court is a Convinient stop ... where you can enjoy all the best of klang valley food in one area .. not to mention they cater to non-halal .. the little taiwan there is the With Pork version .. =P
sorry my camera sucks and the images are shaky ~

ROBOCOP ~
what is this feeling??
of nothing?
not amusing,
not entertaining ..
just always watching ~

*heart*
~kat~
this christmas i want to fall in love

how everything has to come to an end ~

2009-11-13T04:20:00.002+08:00

Hi everyone =)~

yesterday was the last day of college .. well technically at least ~ the 2nd last presentation and well the last time i would be in a group doing a group project with my fellow SABDians .. ahhaha wah i sound so kua jeong ~

it didn't really feel so "epic" as everyone was either sleepy or exhausted from the hectic week and there is still STUDIO to ponder about. ...
but all in all it was a GREAT 3 years ~!
i would like to make a shout out to all those who have been nice to me, accepted me and been my friends .. ~

so here are my sincere gratefulness and thanks throughout these years .. however small ~
yo know it's the little things that count ~

THANK YOU :

*A for being my very first friend literally, for being awesome and having random phone convos where we just talk about what work we haven't done =P .. it helps wonders
*B for telling me my contacts look cool, regardless of how weird they look
*C for befriending me in beijing and lending me a shoulder to sleep on
*C for initiating the sunflowers =) i loved them .. and the occasional compliments ~ ahhaha
*E helping me realized the things left unspoken
*E for making me feel like i'm funny .. for laughing with me and listening to all my crap ... me yous me yous me yous
*M for making me feel accepted though we didn't hang out since sem 1, n for taking me back, your capability and driving is my inspiration
*M,C,Y for all the fun outing we had in the past and for teaching me invaluble lessons in life
*J for making me laugh, eat, get annoyed and everything else in between .. it was all good ... and you have yet to show me anything though it has RAINED many times over ~
*J for always being nice to me .. even though we didn't always see eye to eye .. you have always been helpful and sincere .. with your BUTTTS and all ~
* V for being cute ... lol your just pleasent to be around and look @ .. so funny =)
* R for making the last day that much more special ... even though you ruined it by saying what you did after .. =P [big smile]
*S .. even though your not from my college .. you seemed to be a huge factor that got me through it

hopefully my thanks will reach you all ~ =)

let's all hang out and enjoy our holidays kay~ after studio and all T_T

*heart*
~kat~

hey all~

2009-11-10T20:42:00.003+08:00

hi hi, after a whole weekend of no sleep .. my final interim is over .. NOW i'm going to gear-up to my final presentation .. no slacking this time .. hehehe hopefully =)~

i wanted to write something about a joke or something M

ee said today .. but i forgot what it was .. just that it was really funny?? thanks for feeding me today .. i'm a grateful child =)~

i had a dollar in my wallet today ... and that went to a bottle of water so i was left with nothing for lunch .. ~

just found these funny cat expressions very cute ~

good luck everyone .. it's the final stretch~ GO FOR IT =)

*heart*

~kat~

p.s. i love people who feed me =)

time for ZZZZzzzzZZZZzzzZZ

2009-11-06T22:49:00.002+08:00

T_T
i wish i could bottle up hugs in air tight containers to keep their freshness when i need some ~
right now would be good

*heart*
~kat~

2009-11-05T01:06:00.003+08:00

hi hi munching on marks and sparks cookies while listening to Wicked ost ~ .. love musicals ~ =)
super nice... had a nice bowl of soyabean cham tau fu fah today ... and my belly is in a happy place right now ... ~ heheheh

procrastinating .. i should do some work real soon =) ~

i just ended my very first skype session ... i know, i'm such a jakun .. haah ~ but i realized while i was wiping out the names that i know quite a few 'TAN's .... so far i know 5 to 6 tans ... i have a feeling their taking over the world .. really =) ~i was trying to empty my com to make more space .. wasted 2 dvd+r along the way and only manage to remove 1.6G worth of pictures .. -_- super pathetic ... how the hell do i have 10+++ worth of music ?? ~ crazy ~ i really need to do some maintanence .. ~ running low on memory .. my C: drive is permenantly running on less than 5G of memory 0_o~ i don't get where all my stuff is stored ?? ~ sigh ~

anyway back to autocad .. ~

can't wait for all this to be over then i wanna go watch a MOVIE .. ~ interested anyone??~

in the meantime just go check out Park Bom's new single ~ love this song =)~
*click click below*
YOU AND I

*heart*
~kat~

p.s. i use the word like ... way to much ... reading back my post and deleting all the "like"s ... -_-

me to YOU ~!

2009-10-30T00:05:00.005+08:00

Dearest Charger,
we've been through so much .. through thick and thin ~so many first .. so many laughs ...~ so much diziness ~ so much much much ~

The world just uses,
and sucks me dry ...
zaps all my energy,
not caring if i cry...
but not to worry ,
coz i know soon,
i'll be back to normal;or better, brand new,
just a touch, a secret, a lil smile,
the charger has done it's job ..
even from a zillion miles,

Though scientist may say,
it's no more than CHEMISTRY ~!
a simple explanation .. just calculations and theory,
but from a battery who's seen, felt and know whats' it like ...
this charger is so much more than a friend .. a lifeline ..
green light ~!

all that i wanna to express and say is too emotional to be typed here ..
so all i wanna say is happy birthday to you ..
always stay bright ..
always stay shinning .. ~
and hopefully i would always be there to give you some electricity when your too tired to charge .. =) infinity VOLTS forever

*heart*
~kat~

i got a feeling ~

2009-10-27T04:51:00.004+08:00

hey hey .. hmm can't sleep .. after staying up 2 nights doing cad and making a model .. [which in the end just crashed and burned] i'm having insomia .. it's 4.52 in the morning and i can't go to sleep .. maybe i should just pack my room =) ~ maybe i should anyway ~ .. just bored hehehe see ya

W.T.F ~

2009-10-22T20:34:00.004+08:00

don't they look adorable without their signature headgears ... haahha ~ still watching southpark till today .. i'm such a child ~

WRESTLING TAKEDOWN FEDERATION ~!

the cuties ~
*heart*
~kat~

she even has a profile~

2009-10-19T23:26:00.001+08:00

and there'll be sun, sun, sun ~!

2009-10-16T10:18:00.003+08:00

hi guys, woke up this morning and had the most satisfying feeling eveer ~!

had a very good dream even though i woke up from my dream IN my dream and felt sad .. coz in my dream i found out what had happen was only a dream .. but i'm going to forget that part of the dream and concentrate on what i dreamed in my dream .. AHHAAH

the sweetest thing ~!

*heart*

~kat~

loves hugs and perfect head rubs ~

keep your good friends close .. coz you don't know what you'll be facing in this big bad world ~!

2009-10-15T02:20:00.002+08:00

hey guys .. ~

well i had this post which i was going to rant about my frustration and everything but realized .. why spread more hate ..

i'm so tired .. of all the crap that can be said and ... well 1 thing i've learned you can't control what people say about you ~ you can't control people bitching about you ... you can't do anything if another is happy that your gone .. -_- ~ [ which is extremly childish seeing the circumstances]

so i'm moving on and i wish you well ...
my advise ... you should focus on improving yourself more instead of involving everyone around you which honestly have nothing to do with your problems ... open your eyes and realize where the problem lies ... ~

*heart*
~kat~

as quoted by a friend ," sanrio sure knows how to market their shit"

2009-10-13T20:30:00.005+08:00

HEY GUYS .. i got tagged on this note on facebook .. and i knew i had to talk about it ~! ... not because i'm a crazy hello kitty fan ~ but because .. such a big hk event is happening so near my country ~~! muahahahah

i think long long ago i wrote about the black castle event in Hong Kong ~ ... well not Singapore is having a KITTYLAB event ~ .. lol ... seriously .. can their marketing strategies get any better ~??

KITTYLAB EVENT
venue : SINGAPORE EXPO HALL 1
dates: 14 ~ 29 NOVEMBER 2009
Time: 10am ~9pm

check out their fb page :

http://www.facebook.com/home.php?#/event.php?eid=151298657604&index=1

The many merchandise that caught my eye ... i love the cap ~!

so guys .. anyone up for singapore?? just let me know kay~ ~
i'm 100% serious~ lets go ~

*heart*
~kat~

to the window... to the wall .. to the sweat drip down my balls ... all you bitches crawl .. LOL~

2009-10-08T21:53:00.007+08:00

HEY GUYS ~ i finally have a breather since the start of semester and just got back from Nippon .. from a study trip~ super loved it and well everything was so ultra modern, warm toilet seats ... nice hot public baths ... cute fashion .. not to mention hello kitty ... but hk was SO PRICEY there .. i didn't get any HK stuff except from the 100 yen shop .. no cash >.<> there was HK everywhere .. like NO kidding and .. well as i always said, SANRIO sure does know how to present their merchandise .. and tie practically everything to hello kitty ... ~ eg: above .. HK version of the famous black hard boil egg ~

the adults were pretty cool .. letting us do what we wanted , gallivanting @ night to HARAJUKU and all that ... even though pretty much everything was close when we reached there =( ~ but over all it was s uper fun, hectic trip ... got to go to the public bath .. an a lil more acuainted with my course mates .. hehe if you know what i mean ~

got to experience japan again ... no.1 holiday destination =)

i actually was planning to write about something else .. but i totally forgot what it is .. -_- sheeesh man ~ oh oh yes well as you guys all know i read manga .. 0_o yeah i do .. don't judge me ... and well i following this series called .. The Bride of the Water God .. it's by a korean artist .. and well i think he/she artwork is amazing .. or @ least i like this kind of style .. where everything is super elegant and the details of the surroundings and everything is so intricate ~ ... there free scans online .. so go check it out ~ kay ~ hehehe

*heart*
~kat~